Ok, haven't written in a while.

Got a new job working for New York State. Doing payroll and accounting. Good benefit package, better pay and a sweet pension plan.

Thomas is still a fucking asshole and I hope he dies. I can't stand him and I hope he moves out like he says he will when he turns 17. Fucking retard. Can't stand him, never hated any kid in my life until I met him.

Filing bankruptcy this month..couldn't dig myself out of the hole. A lesson learned but everything should be ok.

Started golfing at the driving range. I have to find something to do to get out of this hell hole..or yet my house. I bought a set of golf clubs and love to go to the driving range.

Robbie and Cassie still don't talk to their father. Which is a good thing. Yet they both hate Thomas too. Which is also a good thing.

I hate my life because of Thomas..so much that it's consuming. I loath the fact that he breathes the air in my house and eats my food and uses my electricity, gas and water.

The middle step son Will is in Erie County Jail for bullshit. He's looking to get indited by the grand jurty this week, hope he gets ass raped and commits suicide while in their. He's another piece of shit.

So is the step daughter. Can't stand her. Still doesn't have custody of ther daughter but popped out another baby in November. Stupid fat retarded cunt.

Oh and I still hate and want to kill that cunt Michelle...

Well, thanks for reading my rant. I'll try to keep things up to date more.